I just lost sa laro kahapon. Just when I thought mananalo na si Angel sa laro niya kanina hindi pala. Naging melodramatic tuloy ang tema. Think about this, hindi ako nagpractice. Tapos mananalo lang ako?! 'Di tama yun sa mga ibang athletes. I prayed so hard yesterday. Na sana manalo ako, since the tournament offers a academic scholarship para sa mga makakakuha ng GOLD. I lost I only got bronze. It's okay 'coz Honey and Janine got GOLD for the team! Their so great. Honey was just...umm...over reacting over the fact that she's not ayus with Rigil, one of our team mates. We Jins all know why it's BAWAL to be in love with our fellow jin. Hay bahala sila.

So anyway, after drinking lots of Red Bull and a whole bunch of prayers, I couldn't imagine myself being crushed by their attacks. jeez no black eyes here! My classmates knew this was for them. Kaya siguro 'di sila masyadong nag-react. Nakita ko si Alvin kanina, wow pretty in red...hehe. I cried so hard for my matches. I'm too scared! Like my enemies were whoa! Grabe!

Manang Keith was there too. She inspired me to DO it! I had to fight back and give my Herculian Kicks ! Before my first match she called out on me and looked at me straight in the eye. Then she nodded. I knew what she meant. It's Do or Die. Two things to decide, I fight and lose or lose without fighting. Actually it was a good thing that I won my first match. My next match was Tin-tin. I knew that ir my opponent would talk to me I'd lose. Well, she did. And I lost just as I have expected. It was more okay than seeing Ong beat me dead on the mat. (Ong beat me once in the new face TKD match in Gaisano). After my defeat, I swore that I wouldn't play again. That there was no chance for me in winning my upcoming matches. No one could tell if I could grab gold on my next match! I'm gonna fight back!