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See you guys there! Different theme na to! Kita-kits! MWah!

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Summer Madness

Busy Bee
Everyone's too busy. All gettin' down their own business. Same here. I got the job sa government. I work for the Vice Mayor of our city. Taga-linis ng office, taga-answer ng phone at typing jobs is my specialty. I earn P150 per day. That's what's keeping my nose off the monitor right now. Sorry guys...I'm really thankful to some of you who still care to drop by! I really appreciate it...specially Athena, thank you so much sis.

Fiesta
I'll be eating to the max at Brgy. Man-it, one of our local barangays here in Passi City. I'm really excited about eating oysters and green shells at Shelley's place.
Borge got Bored
I got bored texting with Borge. Ang babaw kasi ng mga topics namin at ang mga gusto niya sa isang textmate. He only wants those cute and pretty girls. I know I might not be that pretty, pero malalim ako pag-kausap. May matututunan ka talaga sa akin and you'll enjoy my quirkiness, kaya di ka talaga mabo-bore. Ako, I admit na he's very intelligent. Pero pinaramdam niya sa akin na he's too good for me, goodness.

I texted Claessan (yung nagbigay sakin ng textmate), sinabi ko na ayoko nang magtext sa friend niya kasi ayaw din nun sakin. Sabi ko alang Chemistry pagnaguusap kami. Di ko na feel yung sincerity niya sa kada text.

Enjoying my last days in Taekwondo
My Dad told me na di na raw ako maglalaro ng TKD sa college. Kasi nga college na ako. I needed to prioritize things--that includes eliminating my taekwondo madness...

Next time nalang ako magkukwento tungkol sa experiences ko as a Taekwondo Jin for a Year...

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Holy Week News

Holy Week

Holy Week ngayon, post una ako before Holy Thurs comes...let us share our sorrows sa pagkamatay ng ating Panginoon...

Worry Wart

I'm a bit of a worry wart right now. I'll be taking my aptitude test on the 19th! I hope I pass in WVSU--since it's the 5th top university in SEA. Well other universities might be better. But WVSU provides me with confidence that I could finish my college course. Kasi mura lang tuition fee! hehe

Laundry Prob

Laundry work has never been this...easy! Hehe...kidding! Hard syempre! kasi di ako naHasa sa paglalaba. I only wash undies. But maongs? Heavy! I need it for college...

What's Up?

I'm so frustrated when our trip to our classmate's house was postponed! Waah! I'm really dissapointed when we had to move it to another day...Passi City is just a small place. So, my classmates and I could meet up for a trip that easy. Kanina was our very first "Watermelon Party" at JM's house! Sayang! hmf!

Textmates?

Textmate #1: Borge. Yeah Well he's a fishGuy (Picsean hunk). I'm a Virgo...complex feelings talaga kami. We were not like peanut butter and jelly. We just don't make up a good treat on our conversations. It feels boring already...hope there was something that could add gana to our talks.

At speaking Of the dev! Nagtext siya! Nainis lang talaga ako minsan kung nagiging isang tanong, isang sagot yung conversation. Hmfness! And by the way, he dedicated a song to me..."Staring at the Sun" daw, by the roosters. I saw the message of the song. I think the message was, the girl really hurt the poor guys feelings...and I DID NOT! I never meant to hurt him in any way! I don't know, but I really didn't want to hurt his feelings unconciously, promise! Ooh dear, naputol pa yung unlimited ko! Gosh, this is hard...

Textmate #2: JBL. He's not the wrestler of course. Atik siya! *(iya's vocabulary: Atik-means show off kasama na dun yung pagsisinungaling niya just to impress us girls!) Nakakadiri yun! Lam niyo ba guys? He asked me kung nakipagSEX na ako?! Duh? Sabi pa niya, punta daw siya sa school namin para makipagmeet sakin. And if he finds me H.O.T., he'll ask me to have sex with him! GOSH! Oh my...grabe! Ang Hangin at ang bastos! God, bakit meron pang mga ganon sa mundong ito.

Textmate #3: Claessan. He's my close friend's BF. He's way cooler than the previous textmates. Even though he's attached he's really flexible at making friends with other people. Kasi naman, yung friend ko na si Cresilda (GF niya) hindi selosa. And that's a good thing. Si Claessan yung parang brother ko sa Text. Kapag naiinis ako sa iba kong mga textmates, sa kanya ko sinasabi lahat...swerte sila talaga ni Cresilda sa isa't isa...haay nakakainggit relationship nila! Boto talaga ako sa kanila. Prang fan na nga ako e! hehe

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Summer's Here!

Get Dainty

Summer spells...cleanliness! I'm gonna be doing my chores at home...my goals?

Chore and Summer Activities Control

1. Clean the "Bahay Banal"...it's a sacred place and we're lucky to have it built beside our home.
2. Jog, exercise and uh, jog!...I started the Jog just this morning with Angel. Hope tuloy tuloy na!
3. Meet a friend...I texted this guy and he's 17. He's pretty smart you know. I wanna meet him in person.
4. Grab Gold in my last 2 tournaments...I've got 2 tournaments to go before I I step on college for good!
5. Quit goofing around my Grandpa's House!

Summer Fling?

It's not what you think it is...just don't give it a negative approach. Remember what I said on my Chore and Summer Activities Control list number 3?

I never thought I'd get a really intellegent textmate. I don't believe in textmates actually (it's too fake). No offense but that's what I really believe...not until yesterday. He's really smart! I mean...he talks as if he knows the "talking". I'm glad I get to text him. Right now, honestly I miss texting him. He's at the beach partying with his peeps.

How I texted him? His kaberks, Claessan ( my classmate's BF), gave me his number. I thought the guy was a liar. I was wrong.

My textmate's name was "Borge". Uncommon but surely heard of it before. The way he texts
gives me the pain on my ass! I mean he's so smart, and he wasn't afraid to contradict my opinions without sounding rude and a know-it-all of course! I mean nakakahanga yun for a guy! He carries our conversation pretty well! At kagabi, we almost didn't stop texting (considering that it was already 12am!). I was running out of load kasi. So I had to cut the conversation, and he ended it up with a..."ryt nw i'm luking 4ward to knwng u bter...ciao, nyt!".

I have no idea on what he might think of me. Just as long as it's not too embarassing. yeah me too..damn how I wanted to talk to him in person!

text addiction to the MAX! Tata for now!

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Graduation

Yeah! Graduate na ako! Just last Saturday! Guys! Sorry (for the second time around) for the late update...I'm not busy anymore. I just laugh myself out...coz I'm through with high school! Glad I got out! Ahaha

Anyways, I'm buying a new CP today (my Lolo gave the money to me) and guess what? I got the chance to enroll taking up my chosen course! Saya di ba? At first they wouldn't let me take up IT (Information Technology)...but now, Yippee! No more Nursing! Ahaha! My Lolo told me he's gonna pay the tuition fee and he guarantees it. All I can give him are my high grades!

Thank You GOD!

To Johanna

Thank you for the generous offer sa layout. It's okay if it's not made yet. It's just that nahihiya lang talaga ako dahil namomroblema ka pa dahil sa photoshop. Di ba sabi mo dun di pa siya gumagana? I'll pray for it...ehehe.

Fights are over

I'm now Miss-Goody-Goody! Ahaha! I'd make sure that I don't step on anyone and vice versa. It'll just trigger the fight. Since I discovered something (which is a secret) that's life changing, I won't be having problems related to fear or worse...war.

I miss you guys!

It ain't a lie! I really did miss you guys! Sorry if I didn't have time for bloghops! I'm really sorry! Promise you this peeps...I'm making it a point to visit your bloghomes when I'm online. Okay?

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Quite Busy

I'm quite busy right now...sorry guys for the VERY late update! Anyways, random stories muna ako...

Quick Fight


Zalvin and I had a quick fight! Good thing naayos namin before kami grumaduate! Alam niyo kung ano yung dahilan? Well, it's a sort of misunderstanding sa isang test. So happened na hindi kami nagpatalo sa pag-sasagot sa taecher namin sa Social Studies! Hehe...pero siya yung naunang lumapit...parang walang nangyari! Sabi niya "Nins, tapos na ba ang test?".
F.Y.I: Our petty fight lasted for 5 days ONLY...at least!

Results


The results are to be presented tomorrow! kinakabahan ako...the principal sent a letter to my parents, informing them to report to the principal's office tomorrow...[no guys, di ako nakipag-away ano?!]. It's about the deliberation results, may award daw ako. 'Di ko pa alam kung ano...hehe.

Why the late Update?


Guys, I've got news! May bago akong tambayan: PinayTalk.net. The atmosphere's great! Girls and Boy buds! Promise you won't regret...
Another reason why I didn't update is BUSY lang talaga ako sa school. Not school work but busy sa kakalaro ng Two Dips (Iya's dictionary: Two Dips-isang laro na inimbento lang at itinuro sa mga kaklase ko). Parang habulan kasi yun...basta, mahirap i-explain yung laro pero masaya kasi lahat kaming mag-kaklase ay naglaro at nanood din yung Department Coordinator namin! Nasisiyahan siya sa laro namin! Hehe

Tampuhan


My dad and I had a tampuhan dahil...nakalimutan ko na kung pano kami nag-away...di kami nagkikibuan for 4 days na...until ngayon. (mukhang napapasubo ako sa mga away ngayon a?) No, it's just because of my childish ways. Ganoon talaga ako pag kaharap ko na Dad ko. Para akong bata. Panganay among the three kids...yung ugali ko talaga pang BUNSO! Totoo! Yung bunso namin parang big brother ko kasi mahilig siyang mag-bigay ng advices na kala niyo na kung sinong matanda! Ahaha! Natutuwa talaga ako sa kanya at sa second-born naming kapatid kasi, parang eldest namin siya. Tawag ko sa kanya "Manong" e. "Father" rin tinatawag ko sa kanya, kasi pinasok siya ng Dad ko sa seminary! Ahaha, di naman magpapari yun.

Hay sana maayos namin ng Dad yan. Ako kasi yung closest sa kanya...siya yung nagbigay ng Nickname ko na "Winky"-galing din yun sa name niya e. Parang junior niya. Dami na akong pangalan dahil sa kanya, merong "Ikay, Kikay, Winkikay, Kiks, Hopia"...haaay nakakamiss siyang kausapin.

Yun lang muna for now..okai? Miss ko na rin kayo Bloggers! Promise! Di madaling di maka-update ha?! Lalo na't andyan pa rin kayo! Missed you guys!

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sentimental flaws

I'm a bit sentimental right now. Got nothing to do. I dunno how to fill in the needs of my happiness, I'm just a bit obscure at this very moment. Confused like an idiot stuck in a city full of the unknown.

Whatever people say, I do accept. I'm a happy-go-lucky chic, well at te same time, a bit problematic (on second thought, you call that happy-go-lucky?). You might get confused with my personality, well me too.

This morning I was stuck at home. Nothing to do but dream the day away. I wasn't pretty sure about what I wanted in the future. Too much dreaming consumed most of my time. I was thinking about my future job, family, home and husband. I thought of silly thoughts like a little girl would. Little girls could always think of the impossible, because they have a lot of time to do the things they wanted and there was also more time for them to action on their dreams. Little did they know that they were dreaming of the unreachable.

I read my Candymagazine (Jan-Feb 2006 ish) and flipped the pages to the "Mission Maker". I'm still young (16), and I've got a lot of action to make, I read until I fell asleep. It was a fine siesta for me. I dreamt about somebody, really younger than I was. He was a chic-boy for sure, because I knew him. He was a friend of mine, a close friend of mine. In my dream, he was really close to me. Really special too. But in real life, I don't even know, what I was to him? (a friend, a foe, a special someone or just plain ate).

Suddenly my Dad came and asked me what was up with me staying all day in the living room all 6 straight hours!

Life stresses me so much, that it has been my routine to visit and update my blog and my blogistas. Very hopeful for some of the comments coming in. They put a smile on my face.

After that dream, I haven't talked to some of my friends, like Angel or any of my classmates. I just hate talking to people right now. It's like I'm out of the mood to do so. So I let it all out on this post. I'm just not up for the foodFest in the Plaza and I'm a bit worried that Angel must've been texting where I was. But nevermind, I might as well apologize tomorrow when I see her.

It was my decision to stay at home and get out after. I just don't want to see my close friends again, going out with their suitors. (You know that I never get fine suitors). All those who liked me were a bunch of liars. (ang babaw ng mga personality nila). I'm a virgo, and virgins are perfectionist (forgive me if i was). As I was saying I was just bummed with the fact that I never get fine suitors...well at least they're not players. And last night, I saw my friends with people whom I awas not familiar with. They were my close friends and I could not believe it, that one of them started flinging with somebody else--her ex saw them--eouch!. (an early summer fling).

Life is indeed that stressful, poor guy. He never got a perfect girl for him. That was okay, coz he had that perfect girl for him even just for a sec of his life. Oh I wish...

If I'd have a love life like that? I wouldn't want to love at all...If I would, not like that--forced.

Mind if I shift to a new topic? It's about well me. Who else? (joking)

These are my sentimental flaws. Moments that break and moments that take my time. I always tend to shift my mind to different possibilities. Deviating the mind and the heart. I'm a bit serious right now...got nothing to do but think, dream without action for a while.

I wanted to fade away for a while and invent a whole new me, but just couldn't. Like from the easy chic to the hectic chic...why do I wanna do this? Bacause I don't want to get sick of my life.

But as time passes, I never get to see the changes that I wanted. And I learned one thing...

"You can never run away from yourself...at the end of the day, it still finds you."


to be continued

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