I'm worried...I'm beginning to morph into a bad "me" again. I know I had been a proud pig the past few days. I feel sorry to everyone I have hurt. I never wanted to be so over-confident and irritating. And honestly? I wish I can't talk anymore...I've hurt so many people. I think my heart turned black...:nervous:
I joined the sci-camp just this week and I came back just yesterday. I was bossy the whole camp. I really felt bad after the camp. I know I am smart, but not smart enough to know other people's feelings towards my actions. I was rude and I hope I don't bump or step on other people's faces. I really wanted to pray so hard.:aggrieved:
I didn't want this to happen again. I swear to GOD that I would seek His help on this. He'd guide me on whatever circumstances I'll be facing. Although I excel in Taekwondo Class I still fail on making friends.:confused:
Another this is, I'm not being real anymore. I don't know what's happening. I know somebody's bugging me. The song "Warrior is a child" is playing right now. I can feel Gary V's kind voice telling me to ask GOD for help again. Why am I like this? I ask GOD's help after I have been crushed into pieces for Him to put me back to my own self again, but then...after I'm fixed I tend to forget Him.:cry:
I want to stop being rude, negative-minded and unsensitive to other's feelings.:( |
Description: Still your ordinary teen.
Guitar Punk / Taekwondo Jin / Sensitive Artist / Hip Dancer/ Certified
Punkista / Friendly Blogger (so don't abuse me)
Likes: Food / friends / down-to-earth guys / honesty
/ Pao of Join the Club
I chose the song "Especially for you" as my background sound 'coz, MYMP's songs have been our batch's theme songs. I'm gonna miss them. I love my classmates so much that I'd lay anything [basta kaya kong itaya] just for them. We sang this song altogether, through thick and thin, by hook or by crook. Graduation is fast approaching, and we're about to part. But because of this song, I always remember my classmates, through their constant blurts and birits of "Especially for you".
: iced tea
: Halo-halo
: Falling Leaves by Wickermoss
: Exclusive by Sandra Brown
: PinayTalk.net
: Ang Panday
: busy for college
