It feels weird. Promise! I can't feel Christmas at all. I ain't hiddin' anything pero wala akong nararamdaman. Christmas is suppose to be about giving, forgiving, understanding and loving one another. I got mad with dad yesterday. Nagalit ako sa kanya kahapon. He wouldn't let me out of the house. I became a slow poke sa latest happenings sa city. I'm a city girl in our place. I don't stay at home. Well at least I did just this morning and spent the rest of the day in the cafe. Guess what? I saw my crush...cutie in pink! I almost fainted after seeing him. He I go again... I didn't mind actually since I got my brows shaped yesterday for FREE! Courtesy of my Mom's ex-classmate! Tee Hee...
I wrote another song and this time I hit the notes right! I can't find the right title for it yet but I didn't expect that it would appear to be a good tune! Pwomise! Sana maparinig ko to sa mga friends ko. It's about defeat and asking help from GOD. Yes, Christian song po ito mga tsong. I like the tune. Actually I was paging through my trusty songbook and I found a set of chords without lyrics. So I decided to try making a tune and give it a message. I was so pleased with my work! Whoo at last a song with sense to add to my collection of senseless songs! Ahaha! Now I'm finding ways para makipag peace sa mga kaibigan na nagtampo sa akin. Nabawi lang yung frown sa mukha ko nung namigay ako ng mga pasalubong sa iba pang bloggers na binibisita ko tuwing online ako.
I got another stupid story! Since it's my blog I can tell everybody how stupid I can be sometimes. Hee hee. I don't cry over non-sense. Just last night I did! Ahaha. There was this girl from tagum city...text me up. She said she was looking for a guy textmate. We ended up talking about my depression. You see I was so depressed last night. Nobody knows how depressing I can be sometimes. I felt alone since dad won't let me out. So there, I ended up reminiscing about last christmas. I met a guy in the game Ragnarok, we went well as friends and let's not deny it, mutual pals. Every night he would text me and tell me corny lines. Touching really! I missed those times we've spent last year. Now I'm alone. No guy pals around. Wish I could somehow share this christmas with a special someone. |
Description: Still your ordinary teen.
Guitar Punk / Taekwondo Jin / Sensitive Artist / Hip Dancer/ Certified
Punkista / Friendly Blogger (so don't abuse me)
Likes: Food / friends / down-to-earth guys / honesty
/ Pao of Join the Club
I chose the song "Especially for you" as my background sound 'coz, MYMP's songs have been our batch's theme songs. I'm gonna miss them. I love my classmates so much that I'd lay anything [basta kaya kong itaya] just for them. We sang this song altogether, through thick and thin, by hook or by crook. Graduation is fast approaching, and we're about to part. But because of this song, I always remember my classmates, through their constant blurts and birits of "Especially for you".