Happy am I? Maybe. Lungkot pa rin. Dumating dito sa cafe kanina si Fede (classmate ko). Sabi niya hindi niya daw naramdaman Christmas. Same here. I thought I would spend the best Christmas this year since I'm graduating, maybe I could celebrate with a blast or something. Looks like nagkaproblema pa kami ngayon sa pera. Walang mahanap na pera ngayon si Mommy good thing my blog's here. Kung hindi, wala nanaman akong may ipaglalabasan ng feelings ko para sa pasko. How could I ever celebrate Christmas now? Lalo na ngayon na may problema family ko. My brothers? Feel na Feel ang Pasko naku naman!
You see I'm used to my regular night outs...Before! But now, no night-outs-with-friends for me so I stay home watch TV then sleep. Then I wake up, chillin' eat breakfast, wash the dishes, help Mom (when I can), watch the house for my parents, talk to Murdah my guitar (you guys must think I'm crazy, no I am really talkin to it), watch Game K N ba?...that's it. And in the afternoon, I'm allowed to stay outdoors. The only place I can be in...here, blogging sa cafe.
Here's where I met Fede, all her rants about her parents not letting her out of their four walls. Our Taekwondo Instructor, Sir Victor, typing something again. Don't care what. Sinisipon ata. Kanina pa tong umu-ubo dito e. I smell something. Something I won't like...I think he's going out tonight with my fellow jins. I wouldn't wanna miss all the LIBREand FUN. But so sad to say, had to. My parents...
Yeah, anybody who reads this post would say. "Ano ba yan ba't ang drama naman ni Iya? Parang Night-Out lang mukhang mamamatay na?!" Ahaha Truth is ganun talaga ako. Let's say Likas na Malungkutin kung minsan. Especially if I miss moments...EXCITING moments. I'm the queen of Fun. Miss I-want-more-fun. Present! It feels like living everyday as if it was your last day in this world.
I wish Dad would let me sleep kina Tita. I wanna be with my cousins. I'm away from home. Away from trouble.
Magugulat nga kayo. Not every blogger online loves to say something really nice everytime they post. It just so happend that in my case, I'm experiencing complete depression ngayon. Sana wala nang may mag-away sa bahay. Malungkot ang pasko pag may away.
That's why I really wanted to be with my friends all the time. Coz with them? All smiles. Frowns and tears weren't allowed. With what I'm experiencing right now. I learn how to value friendship. How priceless friends can be. Parang pag tumawag ka sa kanila libre yung attention. Wala silang presyo pagdating sa tulungan! At ngayong pasko? I'm pouring out my prayers not only for my family pero para din sa kanila. |
Description: Still your ordinary teen.
Guitar Punk / Taekwondo Jin / Sensitive Artist / Hip Dancer/ Certified
Punkista / Friendly Blogger (so don't abuse me)
Likes: Food / friends / down-to-earth guys / honesty
/ Pao of Join the Club
I chose the song "Especially for you" as my background sound 'coz, MYMP's songs have been our batch's theme songs. I'm gonna miss them. I love my classmates so much that I'd lay anything [basta kaya kong itaya] just for them. We sang this song altogether, through thick and thin, by hook or by crook. Graduation is fast approaching, and we're about to part. But because of this song, I always remember my classmates, through their constant blurts and birits of "Especially for you".
: iced tea
: Halo-halo
: Falling Leaves by Wickermoss
: Exclusive by Sandra Brown
: PinayTalk.net
: Ang Panday
: busy for college
