I'm have not fully recovered! My throat aches and my body wants to rest for a while from all my day-outs! I'm so full of stress. Well at least I de-stressed a bit by watching my all-time fave movie "The Ice Princess" (I'm a Disney girl that's why; I can relate much in the movie too). If I were to be asked in a beauty pageant about changing something about me? It would probably take the whole hour of the pageant if I could name all the things that I wanted to change about myself! Hmm...so this new year I'm changing...half of my list (note: these were some resolutions I failed to accomplish years before!):
1. To be Matipid. It's those hours of non-stop internet surfing that's driving my parents nuts, making my wallet empty and burning my hours alive! I haven't got enough surfing and blogging and everything that I can do online! I'm such a friendly blogger that's why! I feel bad everytime I can't touch the PC in a day! I can't greet my online buds, update my blog and open my friendster! But this year I'm gonna make it, big time! Big time for studying and doing my research work (as always expected by my research partner who's been whinning about me not helping her sometimes).
2. I have to be more responsible. Yep you guys read it alright! Responsible as in! I'm a bit of a no-care-cat! I don't care about anything that's happening at home. As long as I spend my internet surfin' sessions I can't stop it! It's like a disease!
3. Stay indoors,more of indoors. The 'rents can't handle me going in and out of the house. Everytime they hear the door bang, they get irritated a lot. They knew it, I'm going to the cafe again. (F.Y.I: my Mom made me was my own clothes, iron them and wash my own dish from now on; she said I needed it for collage) Shucks! It's gonna make me even sicker than ever! But anyway, look on the brightside! I'll be a trained 'lil girl by the end of it all!
4. Give 4x extra effort on my studies...every student I'm sure has this resolution by this year. Specially us graduating studs. I know it's gonna be pretty hard in the end if I don't get started (start getting serious about my studies).
5. Be more "ME" this year. It's normal. Sometimes we play pretend. But after I had my serious blog right here (which is "LICster"), I'm beginning to be more like myself. It's like letting out what you feel and learning a lot of things from other bloggers too. Share my emotions and all that I've been up to! It's making me complete everytime I tell someone about how I feel. And I had an advice from friendly blogger chynes, thank you once again. She said something about keeping it real and not trying to make an effort para mapansin. It's worthless. Tested and proven. (Read my post on "what?!" to know more about what I'm talking about; read the comments too!). This year I promise to really say what I want and tell everyone how grateful I am to be ME!
6. Never say the word: "Joke!". As I was reading through the pages of the Bible, I read a line from one of Solomon's Proverbs (I think). I can't memorize it but it says something about telling lies; and that's through pretending that what mean-thing you've said was just a joke. Example, if I tell you that you have the world's ugliest hairdo (which is obviously true-for example), then I say the word "Joke!" just so mabawi ko yung sinabi ko sayo at first; but truth is, what I said was true! Oh the shame...I've done it a gazillion times before! I confessed right after I read the line!
So these are just some of the things that I wanted to change about me this yaer. Hope mabawasan ko yung sungay ko! Ahahaha! Everyone of just has something to change, but it's not everytime we dislike oursleves we have to change it! No, don't do that! We just need to lesses the bad habit, the good and bad stuffs we do are the things that describe who we are. (READ: NOBODY'S PERFECT) It's a cliche, I know, you guys have read it countless times. And another thing, if our bad habits don't exist? The word "SORRY" won't be said. Happy New Year everyone! |
Description: Still your ordinary teen.
Guitar Punk / Taekwondo Jin / Sensitive Artist / Hip Dancer/ Certified
Punkista / Friendly Blogger (so don't abuse me)
Likes: Food / friends / down-to-earth guys / honesty
/ Pao of Join the Club
I chose the song "Especially for you" as my background sound 'coz, MYMP's songs have been our batch's theme songs. I'm gonna miss them. I love my classmates so much that I'd lay anything [basta kaya kong itaya] just for them. We sang this song altogether, through thick and thin, by hook or by crook. Graduation is fast approaching, and we're about to part. But because of this song, I always remember my classmates, through their constant blurts and birits of "Especially for you".