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Sunday, February 19, 2006
2:23 AM

Mocking Plastics

It's a sad story. Until now, some of my classmates failed to accept me...as simply being me. It's so sad to think of it. We are about to graduate...say 3-5 weeks from now...but still our relationship runs cold. Don't I have the right to be happy and confident and to feel acceted?
Dear Fellow bloggers I hate to say this but I'm about to reveal a little something about the habitat in which I live in. I am a soul of this cruel world trying to find my niche. Only a few understands, and my life has never been uncomplicated.

So how do I find my place? My story in school has never lived a happy ending. Much of my personality was changed because of a few circumstances that I have faced. (actually much of it wasn't purely my fault)

I am not alone. Jane has always been by my side since my first intimidators in high school. I was hurt during my sophie year because they called my "Tomato Face" behind my back and act as my allies in front of me. Jane was running for Validictorian supposedly, but some situations blocked her goal. She stopped cheating because she promised God that she has to. After all college life will seem more knotty than the usual high school years.

Lemme introduce to you the finest the most plastic-est friends that I've ever had...I called them, the Mocking Plastics. Since they mock people off their feet, spread mean rumors about innocent people, plus they are anti-ugly-looking people. Now who's worse than that?

Plastic #1: The Megalomainiac
Known for: Claiming that he's the greatest creature alive. This Plastic friend of mine is of course, one of my classmates. He would boast about his grades, which actually cheated from a ahem...friendly and kind neighbor. He senses everyone's mistakes, acting as if he's perfect. Judges the mabaho, looks down on the stupidest classmate, laughs at the unpretty and steals other people's BF-as they say ika-nga nila. (What?! I'm innocent?! You may not get it but that's exactly that exact thing that he's doing, got it? Just as my classmates have commented). Certified Synthetic Plastic! or CSP.

Plastic #2: The TR to belong
Known for: what else? Trying Hard to belong. Yes, he is popular. He's known for his silly pranks of telling our classmates (who's busy making their assignment este schoolwork) that our subject teacher is coming well in fact she's away and make them panic about it. He's a natural leader, a kind friend too. I've known him for so long as being fair and he posseses good judgement...but more of his negative traits "now" have over-ruled my belief about his personality. He likes being in the "IN". He tries to hard and too much that he forgets that he steps on his other friends too. He's with The Megalomaniac. Since the Megalomaniac is so influential to everyone, he would do mean things with his so-called friend! So mean that he forgot that I was the first person he knew in High School 'coz we're both transferees from other schools and it was our first time in the SSC program. (If one of my classmates have read this, don't ever think about telling this TR friend that I'm talking about please...and if MR. TR himself reads this, all I have to say is..."I've heard what you've said about me, behind my back and I am so frustrated of our friendship that has all been a lie for so many times.)

Plastic #3: The Pop Chics
Known for: being popular...or on second thought? Are they? They're not two, not three but about not less than five girls who claim themselves admired by countless persons. While me? Very well-liked by constant people, my friends, family and my fellow taekwondo jins (thank you very much.) These Chics are the "IN" din...daw? They walk on the campus feeling seniors (in fact they are, but what I mean is mature-minded). Some studs from the other section would murmur behind these chic's backs whenever they would pass by. I can't blame them, I mean these Pop Chics (a.k.a. one of my classmates too) feel that they are always given importance, the fame and the respect. Like my TR to belong and Megalomaniac Plastic friend, they judge too. The way I dance, I act, I comb my hair, I fix my things, I recite in class, sing, rap, kick, talk, and LOOK are almost being criticized! They search for the perfect classmate. Bearing the beauty, humor, personality, brains and over-all impact (the whole package) are some of their qualifications. Pretty hard to pass aye? Looks like they're searching for a candidate for the Ms. Universe for that matter. I guess in that case, I didn't pass.

It's not what you people thnk. I'm not dumb, I'm just lazy. I'm not ugly, I just don't feel pretty, I'm not a proud pig, I'm just being myself. I'm not OA, I'm just good at expressing myself...lastly, I'm not mean like them...I'm just telling the truth.

I don't want to be with these people once I graduate in High School and I'm sure they're happy not having me around. At least no one to whine about every morning because I sweat to much...but FYI: "It just proves that I'm normal, 'coz normal people sweat, and who wouldn't sweat walking on a hilltop?" (FYI din: our school is on top of a hill...really wide hill). They lowered my self-esteem and my perception of myself. I hope I'd get over it once and for all. Make peace with them, get a grip to the real world (collage), let go of the past and invent a new me. Then my high school terrors are all over.

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